Saturday, October 30
Today's cell group was combined because we had a guest speaker =) ok... so it's only Romans... but that's not impt... what's important is the topic was wonderful... I guess there is a need to talk about this simply because there are many out there who have misconceptions... for some, it's not that they chose to, but so happens they were not taught the right msg i guess...
Anyway, I'll sum up the key points follow by a very useful checklist that can help us to check our relationship with God.
Who is the Holy Spirit?
He is also God (equal with the Father and the Son) and He lives within every Christian.
He is active. He leads (Rom 8:14) He appoints (Acts 20:28) He Empowers (Acts 1:8) He intercedes (Rom 8:26) He teaches (John 14:26)
Who can be filled with the Holy Spirit?
He must be born again (born of the Spirit) (A Christian)
It is only for those who want to be filled and is willing to yield to His control.
*To be filled by the Holy Spirit is the control/ influence the Holy Spirit exercises over us when we yield ourselves to Him
Being filled with the Holy Spirit involves 4 essentials:
1. Christ Centered - It pleases the Holy Spirit that we are in partnership in glorifying God
2. Be in the Word - Reading/ Mediating/ Studying the word of God
3. Be submissive - Obedient/ Trust/ Humility - If we refuse to submit to the Spirit, the Spirit cannot fill us.
4. Be confident - When all the above is done, you won't have to question if you are filled with the Holy Spirit or not. There is no need for other special signs or special feelings.
*We must understand that speaking in tongues is just a gift of the Holy Spirit. But it is NOT a sign that you are filled or not.
Checklist (To help you evaluate your relationship to the Holy Spirit):
-I have submitted to the Holy Spirit, asking Him to lead me
-I am learning from the Bible through regular reading, study, and meditation.
-I am relying on the Holy Spirit to help me overcome my sinful desires
-I enjoy getting together with God's people for fellowship, Bible Study, and prayer
-People who know me sees me as a happy, joyous Christian.
-When trouble comes, I am at peace in my innermost being.
-When I become aware of sin in my life, i immediately confess it and ask God to help me to gain the victory.
-I am gentle in my relationships with other people and patient with God.
-There had been times when the Holy Spirit has empowered me to perform a certain task or carry a heavy burden.
-I am growing in self-control.
Of all the above, when I read the list, the 1st thing i cancel out is the last one.. that's something I had always and still am facing many difficulties. I'm praying of the things I still lack and I also pray that if you are reading this, seek to have a close relationship with God too... That's what being a Christian is mainly about =)
-=P3ng=- | 9:48 pm
Friday, October 29
I guess all I have to do is to go to school to study more to get all the pressure the study. It's kinda of shocking how much my friends are putting in just to get the same A grade I'm hoping to get. Papers after papers, one of them is re-doing his TYS for the dunno how many-th time! Yes (he completed.... more than once!) I seriously need to check on my own progress... Am I putting in as much effort? Am I treating it as serious as them? They are doing it for themselves. I'm doing it for the Lord. So why am I taking it so lightly... Sigh...
Side effects of Mugging? Erm, Insanity...? But if there is enough rest and engagement of other activities, there isn't a worry. And that's definitely not what i lack now.. =s
Discipline... Effort... Focus... Attitude...
No time to spare... I only got one shot... I have to make it my best...
-=P3ng=- | 7:28 pm
Wednesday, October 27
Important News: Our scout has just sent us a msg...
"Mr Terence Ong: All the best for your practical tomorrow and do remember to manage your time well and read all instructions carefully
mr ong"
-End of Transmission-
Our intelligence unit has already begun decoding the msg... But I guess we can easily sense its meaning. We can feel it in our blood.. The battle tomorrow is going to be intense.. To ARMS my brothers, sharpen all your swords and load all your weapons... We'll strike tomorrow at dawn!
-=P3ng=- | 1:01 pm
Tuesday, October 26
It has been nearly 2 weeks since we left our barracks (school). We were ever since on the road, heading towards the enemy base. They had equipped us well, with proper weapons (notes) and good trainings (worksheets and tests), but sadly, most of us didn't pay much attention. With only weeks before the arrival at their base, we had to keep up our morale and continue to train.
Just yesterday, our armies intercepted one of the enemy's spies (physics prac). Though we managed to get rid of them, they took down some of our men together with them. (my accuracy for one of the prac was totally off.. lost some marks there)...
Our intelligence report that there is a group of enemy's reinforcements not far from us, heading towards the enemy's base. We should be able to intercept them at thursday dawn. But we need to be prepared... The size of the force is quite significant...
*this is what you get after studying too much... getting pure boredom... decide to crap a bit here...
-=P3ng=- | 10:44 pm
Monday, October 25
"CHRISTMAS at Orchard Road this year is shaping up to be the biggest yuletide celebration in 21 years. For the first time since its inception in 1983, the light-up will stretch beyond Tanglin, Scotts and Orchard roads, and go all the way to the Marina Bay area..."
This year the event is going to be huge... With churches all over Singapore coming together as one body of Christ with 1 goal in mind, to bring the true meaning of Christmas to the masses. Yes, no more myths about that fat-bellied old man (Santa)... It's time we tell others the main reason for our joy - The birth of Christ, man's Saviour. Here are the highlights of the MEGA event!
There are wonderful displays set up along the roads showing people the story of Christ's birth..Heard of the Chingay? There is a parade! and most importantly this:
"Along both sides of Orchard Road Pedestrian walkway, beginning from the junctions of Orchard/Scotts Road to Cairnhill/Orchard Road, will be five performing satellite stages. Different performances, ranging from carol choirs, puppetry, drama, musical renditions, etc will transform this stretch of road into a vibrant, colourful and lively atmosphere. Performing artistes can be as young as school children, to youths and adults, with certain special foreign performers also expected to showcase their colourful displays of songs and dances here."
Christmas In Singapore
Why? Because Our YCG will be performing! WHoo~ I'm not very sure about our timeslot. But we'll be performing on one of those satellite stages... (Ok, I'm seriously worrying about stage fright =s)
With so much to look forward to, why consider going overseas! For my brothers and sisters in Christ: This is the 1st time such event is held. Let's join our hearts in prayer for success of the event =)
-=P3ng=- | 7:39 pm
BLC's YCG (bedok lutheran church's youth cell group) is organising an Christmas Party! (Whoo~) It's gonna be super happening, guarantee super fun, super enjoyable! Got wonderful Xmas food somemore... And we putting up many very nice performances.. (We got our own script writers- all very pro one) And I'm acting! =p
Anyway, here's the brochure:
*Target group is for people from sec 1 to sec 5... Of cos if you are also like me - young at heart.. You are indeed welcome.. Any questions or if you are interested... you can leave it at the tag-board on e left.. =)
-=P3ng=- | 7:08 pm
Sunday, October 24
Phew, I got so many things I wanna post! This shows you can never procastinate your postings, if not they just pile up!
Ok, last night we were having cell group and our topic discussion was on Forgiveness. One misconception we usually have is that God taught unconditional forgiveness. But He didn't. This verse helps in understanding...
Be on your guard! If your brother sins, rebuke him; and if he repents, forgive
him. (Luke 17:3)
God mentioned if someone sins, rebuke him, only if he repents, forgive him. And if you look at it closely, you'll realise why this is so. Forgiving someone means lovingly willingly cancel the other party's debt. Forgiveness is never about oneself, but about the other person. We forgive out of our love for that person.
Unconditional Forgiveness is not excatly correct. God did not forgive everyone. He only forgive those who repent. Even if God does forgive, God is still Holy. He cannot allow Sin to be. And so the consequences of sin remains. Death is still here. However, God gaved eternal life to those who repent.
Looking it from another perspective. If a person sins against you, should you forgive unconditionally or just forget about it, you are actually indirectly responsible for his development of character. He may go away thinking that his actions are alright. If you love a person, then you ensure that he change for the better, and you'll be willing to help change him, even if it means you have to confront him.
-=P3ng=- | 8:56 pm
Friday, October 22
All it takes is just to walk from the auditorium to the canteen of TJC is enough to get you anxious about studying for the exams. I was finding Mr Ong, my chemistry teacher, regarding some questions. After being asked to come back at a later time, I went for lunch and made that journey through the school.
You see them everywhere, not a bench or table spared. Teachers surrounded by students at various benches with their notes and ten-year series in front of them. Moving from under LT2 to the place under teachers resource center, it's the same. Students practicing on past papers, all had their heads buried in their books and notes..
I'm feeling rather disappointed with myself. Why aren't I as hardworking? I know I can be. All it takes is discipline. Yet, why aren't I doing it? So much to cover, with time ticking away, it's only less than 2 weeks away till e 1st paper. Sighz.. Gotta push myself more.. ARgh!~
-=P3ng=- | 5:30 pm
Wednesday, October 20
1stly, thank God I'm still able to use my com. Cos I attempted to transfer my other com's graphic card over.. But for some reason it didn't work.. Usually when that happens, this com will somehow get screwed up too. Thank God it didn't.. And that i can still blog..
Just watched Get Rea! on CNA.. the topic was.. yes! it's "Blogged In Singapore" The issue on blogging getting popular, evaluation about it, etc.. 1 thing I've realised was the power we have by blogging.. The freedom of expression.. At the point when the interviewer (Diana Ser) asked the blogger if she got used blogging to defame or to give false testimony about other people, etc.. As bloggers, we all need to be responsible for what we post, i mean that's basic. That, in a way earns respect from those who read your blog.
Another point the show made was asking the reason behind blogging. It seems that many perceive it as an escape from reality or just a place for a person to ramble on and on about his life. Well, the reason for blogging differs for many people. For me, I wrote that reason in my 1st post 3 months ago, and that is to reflect my life upon this blog so that others will see how I struggle to live my life for God, be a living testimony for God, and for others to help and encourage me with my journey. Haha, my friend k3nny had a different view.. I'm not sure why he blogged.. (he intro me to blogging) but now his blog looks more like advertisment for Games. (Wonder how much he's paid by the producers =p) Just joking.. =)
The last thing that amazed me was that blogging actually 'saved a girl's life'. She was going through depression and stress from family, school and many other stuff. Her blog became her only source and companion. I dunno how but she actually posted her farewell (when she was intending of killing herself), her will, her photo to be used for her funeral, etc.. Upon hearing this i was like oh my God! Her friends came to the rescue.. made her realised she got friends who cared etc.. Now how about that =)
-=P3ng=- | 9:18 pm
Tuesday, October 19 Kevin Goh 10th December Yong Tze 10th December Zhong Kai 5th Jan Xin Wei 6th Jan 0800 Wei Leong 6th Jan 1130 Jovin 6th Jan 1545 Denis 7th Jan 0830 Nick 7th Jan 0945 Timothy 7th Jan 0945 (poor tim) Shi Yuan 7th Jan 1130 Benson 7th Jan 1130 Me! 7th Jan 1130 Aaron 7th Jan 1245 Xuan Yu 22th Jan 0830 Jimmy 11th March 0945 K3nny 7th April 1245 So far this is what i've gathered.. Pls leave ur enlistment date and time in the comments if urs does not appear here.. =)
-=P3ng=- | 10:06 pm
You are hereby required under Section 10 of the Enlistment Act (Cap 93), to report for enlistment
on 07 Jan 2005 (Fri) at 11:30 AM
to Basic Military Training Center School 1 (BMTC SCH 1)
Boohoohoo! No Fair! I was hoping I could enjoy a few months after my A levels... Guess that dream is being shattered... Sighz... Well, that means after the A levels my timetable will be very packed all the way till enlistment!
Immediately after As will be Thailand Mission Trip, followed by Grad Nite & Class Chalet..
Then will be preparation for Christmas Concerts, performances, dances, etc...
Then... New Year Day... 1 more week... Enlist le.. Sheesh...
Well I'm suppose to look on the bright side.. Thank God I was in OAC! Got Gold for my NAPFA(national physical fitness award).. So no need go Ptp. If not, I'll be going in on 10th Dec! Now that's even eariler!
-=P3ng=- | 5:51 pm
Monday, October 18
A young chap, together with thousand others, joined the ever awaited competition this year. He got through many rounds and the judges placed him into the final 30. From there, he was given a chance to be in the final and Singapore voted him in. Then, he managed to get enough votes to keep him in the competition until last friday when he was eliminated.
His name was mentioned in conversations more than any other finalist. But while many already had views about him that are influenced by the masses, I suggest we look at it in a more just perspective, then you'll realise that out of all these, there is an innocent man that deserves much more than what he is being treated now.
Let me remind you that anybody that could come into the final 10 must go through a lot of tests. If he was that bad, he wouldn't have come thus far. Next, it was Singaporeans that brought him into the top 12. It really wasn't in his control whether who will or will not vote for him. So how can a person be blamed, criticized , and totally humiliated in the press, and gain so much negative attention from the media, when it wasn't his fault that so many people vote for him.
I seriously agree he is a weak performer, and i would like him to be voted out. But still feelings for other idols doesn't allow you to be biased against him. The press simply made things a lot worse by being critical and their influence over the public has been great. There was a comment saying "Finally Justice has prevailed." when Jerry was voted out. Let me ask you, were you all giving him justice in the 1st place. My stand will remain, hate his voters, not the person who does nothing but delivers a performance every week.
-=P3ng=- | 9:58 pm
Sunday, October 17
This will be the last time I'll ever let negative thoughts dominate my mind ever again. Much destruction it has already caused me and without the guidance of Romans and my ever-encouraging angel, it would have been much worse. Now, I'm gonna leave that all behind. No more posts on those discouraging thoughts.
Getting my final timetable and revision all planned out, I'm mentally prepared to give in my all for this coming major exam. Pray for me and my friends who are sitting for both O and A levels, as we put in our best for the Lord. I want to specially request prayer for David, Lester, Sebestian, Hui Ting as they are taking their science prac tmr.. May the Lord guide them and grant them clarity of thought. In general, pray for discipline to study and let the Lord constantly remind us not to put studies before the Lord, that He'll be the center focus in our lives and that we are doing our best to bring glory to Him. Praise and Thanks be to God.
Time To CHOING! FULL STEAM AHEAD! AHH!
-=P3ng=- | 10:01 pm
Saturday, October 16
After seriously going thru depression, and struggles and tears of suffering for the past few weeks, my faith was indeed tested. Thank God I'm still a believer! One thing I've learnt other than the desires part, is simply to be prayerful. A simple lesson, we cannot fight evil - We are to resist evil. Bring all your struggles, all your worries, all your concerns, everything to God through prayer. Let Him deal with the devil in His own way. For the past few weeks, I was so upset that I keep being tricked by the devil and keep trying to fight. We are not in this battle alone. Therefore, always turn to God.
Today i was able to meet my godmother and her family, after quite a few months le. Somehow, I was wondering about how my time is spent. Cos I keep thinking, no point going for cell groups and bible studies if in the end you keep all those to urself. As long as I'm spiritually sound, I should seize opportunities to reach out to people like my relatives where I can hopefully bring the light of God to them. I mean, ultimately, that is what matters more to me. Anyway, just a thought..
-=P3ng=- | 9:46 pm
Thursday, October 14
Seems like only last week when i posted about the last school week before perlims. Now the prelims felt like they are so far behind.......
Argh, all of a sudden lost what i wanted to write..
Current Mood: Disappointed, Irritated, Annoyed.
What's the point of it all?
Why am I trying so hard when I knew from the start it's never gonna work out?
Why bother?
*I'll come back to edit this post tmr.. Now really no mood le...
-=P3ng=- | 9:57 pm
Wednesday, October 13
Place: TJC Library
Of all the people there, most are year 2s. Mugging, studying, revising, tension is high in mugging.
Place: TJC Field/ Sport Complex
Mostly all year 1s having their cca, enjoying, slacking around, talking..
Such an extreme contrast between the 2. I was intending to put my bad in OAC room before going for a jog. Changing into my PE attire, I went down, realising that no one will realise I'm gonna sit for my A levels. Sigh, I did not know this big contrast last year. Guess must be too engrossed with PW, CCA and promo results.
One more thing. This week is the last week of school... And for today, my class only 2 ppl came for assembly! Oh well, does it matter anymore? Everyone is so caught up with studyin, who will actually stop, look around and realise all these will not be anymore. Will anyone realise that this meant the closing of a chapter in their lives? Sigh, I'm always the sort who can't seem to let go of the past. I treasured every memory. But just as time waits for no man, look ahead, but keep the memories...
-=P3ng=- | 8:03 pm
Tuesday, October 12
Who am I
That the Lord of all the earth
Would care to know my name
Would care to feel my hurt
Who am I
That the Bright and Morning Star
Would choose to light the way
For my ever wandering heart
Not because of who I am
But because of what You've done
Not because of what I've done
But because of who You are
I am a flower quickly fading
Here today and gone tomorrow
A wave tossed in the ocean
A vapor in the wind
Still You hear me when I'm calling
Lord, You catch me when I'm falling
And You've told me who I am
I am Yours
Who am I
That the eyes that see my sin
Would look on me with love
And watch me rise again
Who am I
That the voice that calmed the sea
Would call out through the rain
And calm the storm in me
[Chorus x2]
I am Yours, I am Yours
Whom shall I fear
Whom shall I fear
'Cause I am Yours
I am Yours
-=P3ng=- | 9:54 pm
Seems like ages since I sat for the prelims. I actually forgot to post my results here. But once again, I must really thank God for them. Cos I'm sure I would have gotten much worse.
Subject Grade
Physics C
Chemistry D
Maths C
Economics B (surprisingly)
The grades seem to serve it's purpose. To allow me to keep 4 subjects, continue to gain trust from my parents and teacher. But deep inside I know how far I'm away from my actual abilities. Many say grades will jump at the actual A levels, but I know mine requires a lot more effort if I'm ever gonna see any A grades.
Because I know I'm capable more much better, I will feel uneasy if I settle for anything less. Straight As is the highest aim. Because doing this for the Lord, I'm not accepting any lower aims. Perhaps it's this OAC spirit of continual striving, and I won't forgive myself if I don't put in my best.
Today, we received another inspirational speech from our principal. I like this phrase she gave
Run like you never Run before
In the same way, with only 20 plus days left, what's left to do but to really push myself to the limit. I had always liked to sprint at the last part of road runs and competitions. The feeling of giving in ur best, together with the crowd cheering you on, it can only make you wanna give more than what you have.
Time to sprint! It's all the way until the finish line!
-=P3ng=- | 5:57 pm
Sunday, October 10
After all the complicated and confused guesses and all those misdirected thoughts, God spoke to me through prayer last night. I can't remember how that began but I can't be more thankful He helped me. He spoke through the Holy Spirit, using the familiar voice in my head.
God how can I be sure it is you talking?
Dear Child, does the devil know you that well? The devil does not speak with authority, only with lies. He persuades but does not order. I, on the other hand, speak with authority.
God help me with the problem with my desire struggle.
Dear Child, do you desire for me?
Yes.
Look through your heart and tell me
Yes, i do.
Then why do you worry so much about it? It was the works of the devil that got you to believe that you are confused.
(There was more, can't remember excatly)
I thought after that situation, all was fine. Going to service today, my fire was repenlished of its fuel. As it burns ever brightly, I thought I have finally found peace. But coming back home, I was in my depressed and stressed out mood again. When the stress of my work pile upon me, when my physical body is still broken with sickness. Prompted by the Lord, I left my home and cycled to the beach as a form of retreat.
I continue to ponder why I find myself not right with God, why I keep wondering why I toil and suffer so much for God. Yet again, He explained in a easy way.
Ever since I've accepted Christ, I was reborn. I no longer belonged to the world. I belonged to God. Therefore, in the same way, I have separated from the worldly desires and they no longer belonged to me. The Holy Spirit's desire, on the other hand, cannot be separated from me, for He is in me. When that is settled, all other things will fall in place. Trusting God in healing my physical state, obeying God will be from faith and desire, no longer an obligation. Sharing God love will become something that is not forced nor a must, but it'll come from the heart.
Praise God that He is a living and caring God!
-=P3ng=- | 6:27 pm
Saturday, October 9
Desire fading, Hope failing;
Faith weakening, Passion dying.
Why must living for the truth be so painful?
Why must there be so many opposition?
Why must there be suffering in progress of conduct?
Why must sin enter the world?
Why must we live in this corrupted world?
Questions continue to rise,
Answers no longer has meaning,
No longer has power,
No longer has importance.
What's the point of it all?
Trying to keep a flame burning,
when it burns so ever weakly.
When there's constant cold breaths trying to extinguish it,
how long more can I keep Burning?
How long can I continue to shine,
Before I get devoured back into the darkness once again...?
-=P3ng=- | 11:06 pm
Obligation: A social, legal, or moral requirement, such as a duty, contract, or promise that compels one to follow or avoid a particular course of action
Desire: To wish or long for; want
Walking down orchard road, heading towards somerset Mrt... Had just left my oac friends after celebrating birthdays for 2 of them, leaving them as they go to play pool while I head for my cell group.. Walking through the crowd, passing large advertisments, shopping centres, I begin to question myself... why?
Without realising, serving God has became an obligation to me. While at times I tell myself that's what's my desire is, that's what important in my life. Yet, I seem to find this desire mixed.On one side, I got my earthly humane desire. The one that longs for pleasure, enjoyment, self-centered, and the freedom to satisfy all these desires. On the other side, I got the desires of the Holy Spirit. This is the one that keeps me in tune and close to God. The one that keeps my faith, keeps my strength through the persecutions and sufferings of the world.
Ever since the acceptance of Christ, the Holy Spirit's desire has been my guide throughout the year, leading me on the correct path, helping me grow in the Lord. But lately, I'm being prompted to review this. The main reason why I felt so tired was because I treated many things as obligations. Whether in terms of how I should live, how I should treat people, how I should follow God. Somehow, I had always thought the desire was there. But recent events had seriously challenged this.
Taking time to review the matter, I'll pray to God to free me from this struggle I'm facing and to guide me, filling me with wisdom on how I should handle the problem.......
-=P3ng=- | 10:10 pm
Friday, October 8
Last night was totally horrible for me. The feeling was totally awful. Tired, totally uncomfortable, my chest felt as if there was a weight on it, I felt so much pressure and responsiblity trying to keep up with my work I planned and trying to not show my frustration to affect those around me --- This morning, however, was the total opposite. After deciding to rest at home instead of draining my almost empty energy tank in school, I really took a wonderful rest, waking up not to the ringing of my phone's alarm clock but the warm sunlight shining into the room. That was when I felt totally refreshed and cured of much pain.
Guess I must have really pushed myself too much and not taking care of my body when it's sick. But seriously, I can;t imagine myself to be that type of person. Because looking back, I don't see myself as overworking, underworking in fact. So why the tiredness I do not know. This is not the 1st time I've experienced that type of feeling where I feel like heck care everything.
PS' Theory:
Not having sufficient sleep + Heavy self-imposed responsibilities + Too much stress due to previous procrastination--> Tiredness --> Body not functioning properly --> Affects mind --> Mind becomes weary easily --> Easily angered and irritated --> Possible arguments between friends or family --> Even more stress and responsibility --> Breakdown --> Take time to rest, sufficient break from work, a good undisturbed night rest --> Normal Self again!
-=P3ng=- | 7:37 pm
Thursday, October 7
A broken body, a tired mind.
A once energetic spirit now being continuously drained of whatever that's left.
Sleepy eyes, partly blocked nose.
Senses once responsive now indifferent to the changes around me.
A nose bleed, a swollen ankle.
Even my breathing now has difficulty.
How long more before I collapse,
upon the ever increasing stress.
How I long for a break just to rest,
yet I'm constantly tormented by responsibilities.
Responsibilities to study, responsibilities to live for God.
How my soul longs for eternal rest.
Prayin to God, crying out to Him.
Seems He has His own plans for me.
Asking for immediate relieve, for immediate healing,
He simply echoed the word patience to me.
How long more can I hold on,
before my whole spirit breaks down,
without any encouragement around.
Gathering what's left of my strength,
I forced myself to stand up.
Trying to keep a smile on my face,
trying to think positively,
yet i wonder how can one rejoice over suffering?
-tired-
-=P3ng=- | 8:26 am
Wednesday, October 6
With only about 3 effective weeks left before the A levels, time seems to becoming very short. I'm willing to buy time.. Anyone willing to sell? =p
It's like whenever I'm in school, I'll think ok I'll do this, this, this, and that later at home. But when I reach home, i'll get another different to-do-list. It's getting hard to plan for the limited time and how it should be spent. I always had this mindset that after prelims I'll have loads of time at my hand. Now, I'm wondering why I was so naive.
The problem worsens when I have underestimated my abilities and keep being behind my intended progress. It is further worsened when I'm having troubles with having the discipline to study.. But i mean like, try not spending more than 1 hr on your coma day and 95% of ur time studying.. Possible? Sigh~
So after reviewing, (thank God He told me to do so) I realise an urgent need for prioritising my to-dos. With so little time left, the only available option will be to be smart. Use time wisely...Plan carefully how the time should be spent and where it's spent. But somehow this keeps pointing to skipping lecture, or schools at specific days.. how?
-=P3ng=- | 9:13 pm
Monday, October 4
Still can remember about 3 weeks ago, I did my GP essay about the question on religion "Do you agree that religion serves no practical purpose but to give men hope?" Well, here what the marker has to say...
Your religion beliefs are clearly manifested in the essay. However, GP requires an objective view that does not make assumptions based only on personal beliefs. The religion that is used as reference must be the normative mode that carries with it mainstream, broadbased & acceptable notions. Thus, some parts of your essay, would be regarded as 'overstepping bounderies'.
Actually, I'm very prepared to receive something like this. If I were the marker, I will also give a comment like this. Religion is a very sensitive topic. From 2 Corinthians 4:4, "in whose case the god of this world has blinded the minds of the unbelieving so that they might not see the light of the gospel of the glory of Christ, who is the image of God." (The small capped god is referring to the ways of the world. ) Opposition to the gospel and persecution of believers is not something new, neither will it ever be absent.
Because of how the education system is built based on the world, it's very hard to get out unscathed if I were to write an essay on it. Especially essays are something very objective where GP can exist because they believe there is no absolute truth. Nevertheless, it was fun to actually to get the marker to read my essay.. Doubt I'll take such a risk in A levels...
-=P3ng=- | 9:32 pm
Do you ever think about me, wishing that the message you just received was from me?
Do you ever dream about me, dreaming that I'm right next to you,
staring at the same night sky?
Do you ever wish that I was near, wish that I'll say "I like you too"?
Will you ever miss me, miss my voice, miss my smile?
Will you ever think of asking me out for a movie, or coffee too?
Will you ever wish that i was yours, that i will stop talking to that boy?
Maybe u will, or maybe you will never..
Maybe i should, or maybe i should never..
Tell you how much I like you,
How much i think about you,
How much I dream about you saying I like you too..
Wonderfully written isn't it? No, this is not written by me, I can't express myself that well. I read this from a friend's blog some time ago. I post this simply because it captured the feeling perfectly.. I'm beginning to think this type of feeling is quite universal... nevertheless, sighz..
*dreamy*
-=P3ng=- | 9:18 pm
Sunday, October 3
After that incident on the bus where I wanted to share to Sheng Hong but was too afraid to share when so many other people can hear what I say, I regretted not being bold in speaking God's word. I wanted to ensure it won't happen again. And thank God I was successful for today.
We had street evangelism like we always do on the 1st sunday of the month. While I was sharing with Ranald to 2 sec 1 guys from Bedok Green, at the back of my mind I noticed the passing crowd outside the supermarket. However, this time I did not care if I'm overheard by anybody else. Let them hear, all the better! It's my human nature to be worried about drawing too much attention or speaking the wrong words. But when I was sharing the gospel to these 2 guys, I spoke without fear of teaching them wrongly. Because this time it was different. This time God guided me in sharing the word. I did not plan what I will be telling them. I just proceeded telling them each part of the gospel and moving on when God tells me to do so. This is God at work.
//Even the blind will be able tell if it's really God, what more should you (people who are blessed with a pair of eyes) open your eyes to the evidence around you. Look! God is alive here and now! Do not think Ignorance is bliss, that's a lie! It's only self-deception! Even if you don't seek the truth, the truth will find you!//
-=P3ng=- | 8:30 pm
Saturday, October 2
Recently, I have been trying to finish this book I bought... "Why Won't They Listen?" It's about the Power of Creation Evangelism... Hmm, sounds foreign? Well...it's an very interesting book... But the ideas are very repetitive throughout the book. At least it does show the writer's emphasis... But that makes me bit sick of it. Some parts are written in the context for American, so some ideas and issues aren't quite relevant...
Nevertheless, the book revealed a simple yet often ignored issue. As Christians, we often do outreach program, street evangelism, and share the gospel to our friends, but recently, it has been increasingly difficult. According to the book, the reason is simple. There is a foundational shift. To understand this, it just takes you to be in the shoes of a teenage in Singapore. (For most of us, we are already in that category) We are in a generation where Science is highly respected, where Science give answers, gives way to technology, and makes us "in control" of the world around us. However, hiding itself under this blanket of wonders is Evolution. Let me state this clear. Evolution, together with archeology, are theological science. Which means, they are just theories which cannot be justified by repeated experiments. It's like taking a bone and figuring out the whole body of the dinosaur. You can't confirm that's right.
We got to uphold the Authority of God's word... right from the very 1st chapter. We need to prove to people that God has indeed created the world and be ready to answer the endless list of questions that they throw at us. It is defending our faith and there is a need to do so in this age simply because the world is attacking the Word of God. We got to lay this foundational layer when we preach to our friends who have never heard about sin, or the fall of man. Only then can they understand the meaning of Jesus’ death on the cross, His resurrection, and the New Heaven and Earth that awaits us... And so the name Creation Evangelism...
Ok, i didn't really brought across as clearly or as powerfully as the book did.(due to lack of time to post this.. but i think u get the idea... )
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